ok, here's the deal

• a little more than 4 hours sleep last night

• got home from work, started to relax with some poker on TV and perfectly baked baguette.

• got a call and had to come back into work.

• blogging from work (gasp).

• not sure when I'm getting out of here.

• not sure when I'm coming home.

• not sure I won't stop at a gentleman's club and enjoy the wares served there.

• not sure what I'll eat or when.

• not sure who really cares about any of this.

• not sure if someone's still irritated by me ... scratch that; I'm pretty sure.

• not sure how much longer I can keep from not smoking.

• not sure what I want to do with my life, or where I want to do it.

• not sure if I even care all that much anymore about previous not sure.

• not sure about a lot of things, apparently.

Oh, and Lalaine ... I will be sure to write you back via e-mail when I eventually do get home. I'm one of the worst in the world when it comes to replying to e-mails ... statement, not necessarily apology ;) ... but I promise to get back atcha, since you're one of the few who write me on any kind of regular basis, and plus I miss ya.